Never Grow Up; Taylor Swift

Sometimes I wish I never grew up. Sometimes I wish I won't grow up anymore than I already have.
Things are so complicated already and I'm only 16. Is this how things are always going to be? Everything I do contributes to this tangled web of cause and effect. There are consequences.
I mean.. well that sounds naive. I've always known that there are consequences to my actions, but lately it seems like I have to worry about everyone's feelings. It's like I am constantly walking on eggshells just so that people don't get upset.
I know what you are thinking- Im just too much of a people pleaser. I need to get over the fact that not everyone is going to like the things I do or the way I act. But I really don't think it's like that.
The people in my life are going through a lot of stuff. I know what that's like. I have found solutions to most of these problems. I take the backroads and weave through metaphorical mine fields to get to the people I love. I just can't help thinking it shouldn't be like this.
But maybe that's just part of growing up...